Thursday, May 22, 2014

Great Love of my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ...


A few lines which God gave me after He helped me recover from some moments of doubts... This would be my first English christian song, though I remember writing one English poem back in my high school...:)

As usual , I don't have an interesting tune for these words and the words are plain and simple...But if  at all anybody feels singing it , you can use the tune of " Sweet hour of prayer, sweet hour of prayer"

Great love of God
Great love of God
That flowed down with His holy blood,
On Calvary, the cross of Grace
That saved me from my wretched state
Had He not been slain over there
What would have been my destiny?
That Son of God did die for me
Shows how much God loves me always...

Still I forget
Still I forget
Many moments that you're with me
Traps of this world, this wicked world
Plant doubts in me about your love
Then I worry for no reason
And doubt what your power can do
Oh Lord please give me the right mind
And lead me on Your way and will...

Jesus, You are my Lord
And my Savior
And forever will be
Nothing can thwart this bond with You
I say this because You are strong
In my weakness, your strength will reign
And in my troubles, You triumph
Oh How great and sweet God I have
The only name worthy of praise...






Saturday, January 25, 2014

MY ‘CHRIST’MAS THOUGHTS!

“You don’t celebrate Christmas?! And you call yourself a Christian?” I felt amused at the bewilderment of my friend… By the way, she is not the first one who is taken aback from my ‘emotionlessness’ towards 25 December 
Something in this cold (for me!), night of Doha suggests me that I should explain this “unfair” emotionlessness of mine!

Do I have to celebrate the day of the human birth of my Lord and Savior? Should I really give a beginning date to the One “Who was and is and is to come” because He chose to confine Himself in a human body for me? When I don’t see even once in His words or the whole of New Testament or the age of the Apostles, an invitation to celebrate His birth as a festival, should I be motivated to do so? Should I celebrate His birthday when He Himself is not interested in it? Should I celebrate His birthday to conform to the vast majority around me or to be a part of a lot of cool traditions & fun going around??

Regarding the life of my Savior, ranked as the Son of God in that He is the exact replica of the Deity, as the fullness of God in man, is it His birth the foremost and the most important thing I should celebrate?
With all my heart I know, it’s not! He said the celebration/remembrance about Him is to be about His death… His cross… His crucifixion… His one and only one, and once for all atonement sacrifice for me and the whole of mankind…And that too, not on one special day- all the days of my life…

For that‘s the only thing which matters in my and your life eventually, that’s the sole basis of my (anyone’s) acceptance before God. My sin could never go unpunished before the Most Holy God, for if He is just, if He is Holy, He has to punish sin. But God in His mercy, made Him who knew no sin to be sin for me, that I might become the righteousness of God in Him; He suffered all that sin has to suffer on that cross, and made me- the real sinner, acceptable to God. Without this happening, without me trusting and believing in this, nothing could get me access to the Most Holy One.

Oh the world around me! If I have ever made you think that Christianity is all about beautiful Christmas trees & Easter eggs or pl(r)um cakes or wonderful gifts from Santa Claus or Carol songs or about getting to wear a beautiful gown for my wedding, I apologize! I tell you, the real Christianity is all about getting to believe the true story of the cross- The one on which my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ shed even the last drop of His blood, for you, and me in our stead. It’s all about believing in the atonement sacrifice done by Him who knew no sin, but was made to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him.

Nevertheless, thanks to all who decided to mix up the practices of their past religions and make “Christianity” appear more colorful (and commercialized!) … You gave me one more chance to share the only profitable message for you and me in this world… The only message that is sufficient to transcend all times and cultures… The message of the Gospel of Jesus Christ…The message of the cross, which is foolishness to those who are perishing, but the power of God to those who are being saved...

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Song -3 ! Udanja En Hridaya Pathram...

This is a song which got inspired from the reminiscence of our experiences and circumstances which led us as a family to the wonderful saving grace of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.

In other words, This song is a very compressed form of my testimony!

A few months back(To  be precise ,on Aug 6,2012 ), the vague memories of them came to my mind , somehow and those led me to these words...Praise be to my Lord, who can make anything totally new, by a simple and gentle touch.

Udanja en hridaya paathram
Cherthu nee thiru karathal
Thakarnna en jeevithathe
Puthiyathakki nin kanival


Aarumaarum thunayillathe
Aathmavil jnan kena neram
Kannuneer thudachu neekki
Kanmaniyam paithalakki                                                        
(Udanja en...
Poyi maranju nomparangal
Athinorma polum manju poyi
Nee thodunnathenthum naadha
Navyamayi theernnidunnu
(Udanja en...
Naal muzhuvan paadiyalum
Theerukilla nin prabhavam
Thedum nin mukha prakasham
En nishwaasam theeruvolam
(Udanja en...






Monday, February 6, 2012

“LEAD US NOT INTO TEMPTATION”

“Temptation comes in many shapes!” If you think I am quoting a great Christian leader here or that this is a verse from the Bible, well, you are completely wrong...I found this statement in one of the Baskin Robbins outlet! Yea, even the world thinks there is temptation all around us in many forms and shapes and we can fall into it any time, just as the Bible says. But the huge difference between what the world thinks and the Bible thinks about this matter is that while the world considers falling into temptation or indulging in it is something smart and something which gives you pleasure, the Bible clearly says that if you are falling into it, you are sinning against God and you are just ignoring His authority over you. It is true that falling into temptations can, in many cases, give a momentary pleasure to your flesh, but the ultimate outcome would be something you, as a Christian, will have to regret.

So what exactly is temptation? Most of us think that it is a test brought into our life by God. Indeed, at times, God tests us and temptations happen in our lives with the knowledge and permission of God. However, it is not God, who brings temptations in the lives of His children. James says,” For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does He Himself tempt anyone.” (James 1:13). When we examine closely, in every temptation we can see a testing part as well as a tempting part. It is God who tests and Satan who tempts. God’s intention of this testing is to rejoice by seeing the genuineness of His child’s faith and love for Him; Satan’s intention is to make God’s child sin and go against the expectation of God.

Another interesting thing about temptation is that Satan plans and executes temptations so well that at the moment of facing a temptation, we will feel that everything around us (except the Holy Spirit within us) is whispering to us “Hey, falling into this is the best course of action you can take at this moment”. In other words, Satan makes everything favourable for us to fall into the temptation and there will not be many things, which will keep us from falling into it. See the temptation he gave Lord Jesus Himself (Luke 4). He tempted Jesus to turn the stone into bread, when Jesus was hungry after a fasting of forty days. In Job’s case, his wife herself told him, it is a foolishness not to sin at that moment. When Joseph was tempted by Satan, there was no chance that anyone of the people who knew him (his father/ brothers/relatives) would come to know if he sinned. There was none greater in the house than him; none of the men was inside the house at that moment and moreover, the master’s wife herself had taken the initiative. Can the situation become more favourable to sin?

This can be the way in which Satan approaches us too. You might be getting a bribe or a way to make illegal money when you are badly in need of money. You might be getting the offer of alcohol or drugs at a moment when you are mentally crushed. You might be getting an urge to put a fake experience on your resume at a point when you are totally exhausted trying to find a job as a fresher. You might be getting a very ‘good’ caring friend, who is an unbeliever (and most probably from the opposite sex), at a time when you feel quite lonely, being away from your family and friends. (And most often, this friend gets promoted till the spouse/life partner level and many a time, the wonderful justification we hear is “Through me, he/she will come to know Christ! “ I doubt, if even the Lord is aware of such a way of winning souls for Him!) How hard it will be to resist such a temptation or chance of a temptation being formed? You will never know till you endure it to the last point without giving in! And remember, there is nothing grey like falling into temptation a little or falling into it at last, it‘s purely black or white- either falling or not falling.

Satan exploits the weakness of our flesh to form temptations. He can use any weakness of our flesh like our hunger (Luke 4), physical weakness (Matt 26: 40), mental agony, fears in our heart (Matt 26:72), desires, lusts or love of the world (1 Timothy 6:9) to produce a temptation. James 1: 14-15 gives us a clear picture of how a temptation gets moulded. But does it mean that if we fall into temptation, the full blame is on Satan and the flesh? Not really! Right from the beginning of the Old Testament, we can see that God has always given us a free will to choose what we want –right or wrong. Getting a temptation is not a sin, but falling into it, definitely is...We can’t do much against getting a temptation (other than avoiding situations which can possibly give rise to temptations), but it’s us, who have to keep ourselves from falling into it!

So how do we guard ourselves from falling into temptation? 1. Jesus, the Lord Himself who overcame all the temptations as a man, says “Watch and pray” (Matt: 26:40). 2. Peter, who fell into temptation many times, but later repented, got restored and did wondrous works for God, tells us “Be sober (self-controlled), Be vigilant” (2 Pet: 5: 8). 3. Paul, who was a chosen vessel before God and who suffered a lot for His name’s sake, exhorts us, “Put on the whole armour of God” (Word of God, Salvation, Faith, Preparation of Gospel, Righteousness, Truth) (Eph 6:14-17)

For all of us who think we stand, let us take heed, lest we fall. And for all of us who think we’ve already fallen, now is the chance to repent and turn back to Him. God is always ready to give us a new beginning if we repent genuinely!

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Oru naalum...

Another song which God helped me to write...

This thought He gave me , during worship meeting yesterday ...

Who can completely understand God's love and the logic behind it???...This song is born from my astonishment in the Almighty's love for me...I am trying to depict here, the kind of love the Father , Son and Spirit showed and show towards me ...

May the name of the God , who loved me in such an incomprehensible way , in spite of all my frailties , be praised forever and ever...

The song goes like this...A draft audio is also attached below...

Oru naalum nin sneham

Poornamay kaanuvan

Aavillenikken daivame...

Nin mahatvam sampoornamay kolluvan

Kazhiyillee kaliman pathrathinu...



1. Akhilandamakave vakkal chamachavan

Karuthumo puzhuvaam marthyane?

Kaninjuvo nalkuvan avanay

Arumayam eka jathane thanne...!

2. Thettu cheythatho jnan , kuttamettathu nee


Utta snehathin pathramay jnan

Nalkiyo ninne thanneyenikkay

Lokaneethiykku vipareethamay...!

3. Dinam thorum ee lokapathe jnan charikkumpol

Karam thannu neeyenne nayicheedunnu

Nadathunno vakku marathavanayi nee

Veezhchakal kanakkidathe...!


Sunday, October 16, 2011

Paapiyam enne nee...

Sharing a song which God helped me to write...This is about the great love of God towards the unworthy ME! A draft video, with a draft tune which came to my mind is attached here...May His name alone be glorified!

Paapiyaam enne nee itra mel snehippan
Enthullu ee jnan nadha?...
Paavanamaam nin naamam en navilenthan
Enthullu ee jnan nadha?...
1. Doshiyaam ee yenne snehikuvanay
Daasanay nee vanna snehamorkkumpol
Deenayay nin paade veezhunnathallathe
Enthu jnan eedayi nalkeedum
Enthu jnan eedayi nalkeedum?...
2. Itra mahal sneham nannay arinjittum
Et..ra naalukal akannu poyi jnan
Enkilum neeyenne marodanaykkunnu
Eppozhum en nalla thaathanayi
Eppozhum en nalla thaathanayi...
3. Ee jeevithathil nee cherkkum nimishangal
Nalkuvan kazhiyane ennum ninakkay
Aa nal aashayaal nirayappeduvan
Aayurantham nee krupa tharu
Aayurantham nee krupa tharu...

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Well Done, Good and Faithful Servant!

“Naked I came from my mother’s womb,

And naked I will depart.

The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away;

May the name of the Lord be praised.” (Job 2:21)

---The amazing words from one of the most blameless and upright men of the Bible. He is admitting here the fact that, nothing in this life belongs to us, even the seemingly “our own “things... And that He who has given these gifts in our lives has the absolute authority over them, be it to take them back or to ask us to give account for them…and if that’s true, we have a huge responsibility of using those God-given things, in a manner pleasing to Him, in a manner which adds to His glory! Large or small, doesn’t matter here, what matters is how faithful you are, at utilizing how much ever He has given you.

Which are those gifts which our Master has allowed us to possess and keep for some time? Well, that’s a long list! But let me pick up a few which I think, are really valuable…

1. Time

I consider, the moments we get on this earth as the most precious , but ironically the most neglected one among the things that God has given us! If we sit back and analyze one day of ours, we realize that we are getting 86400 seconds in our life , in the form of each day …What do we do with that? Yes, the major portion of those seconds is eaten away by the worldly responsibilities we have, which of course are very important and unavoidable. But if we scrutinize a bit deeper, isn’t there really some more time which we can spend for the things of the above? If we can reduce our “ face booking “ time a bit, cut off a few seconds from the long phone calls, steal off some minutes from the afternoon nap in weekends, isn’t there a real possibility to give some more time for our Savior – in terms of including some more souls in our prayer list, putting aside some more time to listen to His word, or making new attempts to spread the word around, that He is the only one mighty to save?( Actually, I am mostly talking to myself here, because I fail miserably in this aspect, often. But if this can be a wake-up call for myself and a few more people around, I am more than happy!) Imagine a case when we are sure that we just have 2 days left on this planet. How diligent we will be, in rushing and carrying out the things which we feel we ought to do…I think that’s the zeal, that’s the spirit our Master wants from us! If we look around, we see so many people passing away from this world, just like a fugacious flower, literally. There are a few among them who made the most out of the little time God gifted them and a majority, for whom the passing away meant an abrupt and unexpected dismissal from here, leaving behind a lot of “ could have”s and unfulfilled tasks. Do you really think that you are far greater than them, that God is allowing you to enjoy a few more moments here? You and I know very well, that we are not, even a bit! It’s just His grace and mercy that we are being permitted a few more seconds here, but none of us knows, how much more. So let’s be more cautious in spending the moments He gifts us and let’s get out of the attitude “I am saved; So eat and drink, anyway tomorrow I will be in heaven!” Our Master really wants us to give a good record of how we utilized the time He allowed us to possess.

2. Talent

Talents form another wonderful gift that God presented in our lives. There are at least a few amongst us, who wonder” Talent??? Is there something like that, in me too?!” Yes! Our God is not at all biased...He has put in each and every one of us, a few of them, as per His will and purpose for our lives. You might have got only one when compared to the ten, your church friend has got. But still, it’s quite a lot! Or you can make quite a lot out of it by His blessings. That’s what the little boy with the five loaves of bread did. Ask God’s grace in realizing the talent He has planted in you and work on that with Him. He can definitely perform miracles through you…Appreciate the good voice He gave you, use it for singing about His glory alone; You think you ‘ve got good painting skills, use it to sketch the tales of His glory and thereby make a few more people know about Him; Think about your writing skills, devise out a plan with God on how it can be used for spreading the word about Him; You are very good at studying and at work- See how you can be a good instrument for Him through the positions you are in; You find yourself not good at anything , than just being friendly – Just continue being friendly and making friends, but try to bring them closer to your Saviour , by showing Him to them through your relations with them; and if not any of these things, think of ways by which you can extend your prayer to a few more people. If you really have the desire, God will show you the ways and means by which you can be fruitful for Him. But remember, the use of our talents in an efficient manner, does not exclude us from our major responsibility of living according to His will, in all the other aspects of our life. You may be a good singer for Christ, but if your personal life is not an example, then it’s more like crucifying Christ through your talent. You will bring more shame than glory to His name.

3. Money

This is one area where many people stumble! How many times we have promised “God, If I get through this interview I will definitely give this much to you from my every salary…” And think, how many times we were true to the word we gave, wholeheartedly! How many times we have easily taken out 3000 bucks for adding one more apparel to our already overflowing wardrobe, whereas thought over again and again, to give just 500 Rupees as an offering. Of course, it’s really difficult to give away our “hard-earned” money that we find so many excuses to keep it in our own account-“Who knows, this financial request in the name of ministry is not fake? Does that work really need this much support?” Of course, we have to check a bit for the credentials but declaring that I will support this ministry only if I get the complete breakdown of the ministry they are doing, just brings out your willingness to give for it. Even with all your credibility checks, you may be giving to a wrong person at times; But God definitely sees your heart. Pray and plan with God how to offer from the finances He has allowed you to possess, so that it will be properly used for the expansion of His kingdom, for giving out some relief to your needy fellow believers, for helping out some destitute fellow beings around you. Remember, this help today, may assist you tomorrow to gain that soul for Christ…

4. Men

By men, I mean the people in your life, the relations you have, the friends you make…There is one thing I strongly believe- God has a purpose for putting you in a specific family, specific surroundings, specific place or specific position. He expects us to be true ambassadors for Christ wherever we are. Reach out to the people you have in your life, without forgetting this heavenly mission you have been assigned, from the day when you met your Lord. There are lots of people who make a day of mine –It includes my family members – immediate and distant, friends who share my moments, colleagues and bosses who I interact with, the cab driver who takes me to office/college, the person who is sitting next to me in the bus/flight, etc. etc…We think, we care about or at least acknowledge their existence in our lives…But are we concerned about their eternal destiny, even a bit? Don’t you think that God would be expecting an explanation from us, if these people whom He made a part of our lives, perish without tasting this good God in their lives? It’s difficult to gain every person that comes across your way, but at least we can make one attempt per person to tell them of the amazing grace that you found in your life. Yes, God is able to make you the missionary for your place…

If we consider ourselves accountable for , at least the above mentioned things, believe me, that will change our lives drastically. We can surely be more useful instruments for our God, who gave us everything He has. And I feel we need the backing up of four important factors for all efforts in this regard, to be fruitful.

One, A prayerful life: Submit everything to God before you take a step in any direction. Tell God that these are your plans for spreading His word. Tell him that you want better utilization of your time. Tell him that you want these people in your life to know Him. Ask Him the grace to fulfill all your new vows and decisions.

Two, A good understanding of His word: Without being strongly rooted in God’s word, you won’t know whether this particular action of yours is as per His will or not, because that’s where God has expressed His expectation about us. Take a new decision to know Him more through His word. Allocate more time from your busy life in this regard.

Three, An urge to obey God: Our Father expects us to walk in the ways which His son has already shown us. And our God is the One who does not delight in sacrifices and deeds as much as in obeying His voice. So no matter in what all ways, you spread His word and find means to glorify Him, He won’t be pleased unless He sees that ‘willingness to obey’ in you. I don’t think He wants you to be another Jonah for Him!

Four, A change of attitude: We often say “Your attitude determines your altitude”. That’s true here too. In the parable of the Talents( Matthew 25:14-30) , the Master calls the servant who didn’t put his one talent to work, as “Wicked , lazy servant!” The adjective ‘lazy’ is justifiable here. But why wicked? See the servant’s statement in verses 24 and 25. That shows his wicked attitude. As per what I could get ,this is what he would have thought “ Why should I toil and give back more to my Master ?; If I work hard and gain one more talent , how will it belong to the Master then?”. Often this is our attitude too! Why should I use the little time I get, for God, when I can relax then or take a break after my busy work? Why should I use the talent I have, for God, when I have the chance for gaining many admirers with that? Why should I use the money I have, for God, when I can live a little more comfortable using that? Why should I choose to tell the people around me ,about God, and earn their ill feelings when I can just continue enjoying their company? The Master calls this attitude wicked. Indeed, it is more of wickedness than laziness!

Let’s be a bit more cautious with our time, talents , money and men so that we might get a chance to hear these words of appreciation from our Master- ” Well Done, Good and Faithful Servant!”